It doesn’t feel quite right. You sit there anyway. Maybe this is what it’s supposed to feel like. You know the problem isn’t Jesus, so you think the problem must be you. You have faith. Church has been this way as long as you have been coming. Is this all there is? Is Christianity only about believing in Jesus and then discovering the right way to live as a person of Christian faith? Something is missing. You know it, but you can’t put your finger on it. You go to the service with a different worship style. You join a life group for a while. You like the people, but the group seems purposeless and doesn’t quite meet the spiritual hunger gnawing at your heart. You try to engage more and become a social justice warrior. That felt good, but still unfulfilling. You volunteer. They assign you to the nursery! You resign yourself to come week after week thinking this must be all there is. Where is the wonder? Where is the awe? Where is the world-changing passion to share the relationship you have found with Jesus?…

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